First, I have to tell you
that Michele, is Belle, to my family and I. Nicknamed after The Beetles song,
Michele. I've always only known her as Belle...Michele...my Belle.
Sweet, caring, loving,
friendly, kind, selfless, thoughtful, beautiful, amazing, bubbly,
fun...these are just some of the words that people who love Belle use to
describe her. It fills not only my heart but I'm sure it also fills hers
to know that is how you remember her. Everyone who has something to say about
her all say the exact same things, when everyone says it then you know that
really is who she was.
My sister was such a beautiful soul
and had an extraordinary gift of love, she truly had the strongest
heart out of anyone I know. In this day and age being able to love fully and
with out reservations is truly a gift and I couldn't be more proud
and so honored that it was a gift my sister had. She loved fully,
unconditionally and was always able to see the good in everyone and
everything. If I could have half of her heart, I would be happy. She always was
putting others before her self, if anyone was ever in need she would do what she
could to help them. She would always take time out of her day to talk with
others, she would never rush past someone, everyone was worth slowing down and
taking the time to talk to.
Belle never wanted anyone to worry about her and only wanted
everyone to laugh and smile with her and it was an added bonus if you'd
do it on a dance floor, anyone who knows Michele, knows that girl loved to shake
her booty. In fact just last night it was said "that girl could move things that
shouldn't move". She loved to read, she donated her hair multiple times
to Lock Of Love but we all know her true love and passion was cooking, look at
Michael....as he said to me the other day when we were looking through pictures
and he was about 80 pounds lighter...I asked him what happened....he
replied, that's your sister and 10 years of her feeding me.
Honestly, most of my memories of my sister and I revolved around us
fighting, we could seriously throw down. But I really believe that is so much
easier to fight with those that you love because you know that through it all
your family and with that comes unconditional love and forgiveness. Mom always
said that it will change when you get older and she was right. I still remember
the day that it changed, I'll spare you the story, it's not important,
what matters is she was there when I needed her. Our bond of sisterhood was
always there but that day it was sealed together and was unbreakable. From that
day forward she was my biggest supporter, she was my number one fan always the
first to comment or like my posts on my fan page...I'm sure going to
miss that.
Lastly, I have to talk about her smile, oh
what a smile it is. If there is one thing anyone remembers
about her it will be that and it goes all the way back to everything I've
already said...happy, selfless, passionate, her infectious
laughter and the ability to light up a room, joyful, amazing, loving. Everything
was said and felt in that smile.
Our lives will never be the same now that you're gone but will be better because you were in in it.
I love you sweet sister and if I can live the
rest of my days with half the love you had in your heart, I can say that I lived
my life complete.